Here I sit, living through the last week of my first trimester of pregnancy. I have to say these first 13 weeks have flown by, no doubt helped by the fact that I didn't discover I was expecting until I was 7 weeks along. As I'm sure most pregnancies are but no one wants to admit, this one took us completely by surprise. Complete shock. Life is changing. This is a BIG deal. I admit, it was tough at first to accept all of this so quickly. I can't say my first feelings were joy and happiness. Is that bad? However, joy and happiness came quickly after I got more used to the fact that I was, in fact, pregnant. I am completely happy that I'm having a baby and I already love this child. We still have some hurdles to get past, though. The big one being that I don't have a job. I figure I've got about 3-4 weeks max to find one before I start looking pregnant. This freaks me out so much. I've applied for around 200 jobs in the past 2 months and I'm still not employed. This has never happened to me before, and I hate it. It just makes me want to say, "Blerg." Enough of the negativity. Surely there is something out there for me.
As far as being pregnant goes, it's not so bad at all. I haven't had a tummy ache in a long time and I feel pretty normal. I have another doctor's appointment in a week. Everything was fine and dandy last time and we got see the little baby on the sonogram swimming around like a little fish. Amazing. I'm praying everything is still going fine, and from my perspective it seems like all is well. I'm quite thankful for that. This little baby will be here around May 22, 2011, Lord willing. Yay!!
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